Like seriously, I’m in love. Most talented and gorgeous woman I’ve ever seen.
Yeah
So pretty much, life sucks. But at the same time, it’s pretty good I guess. I have no idea what I’m talking about. I’m just going to ramble about this and that. But isn’t that what Tumblr is for?
I really want to have a significant other in my life…but I don’t want someone to have that kind of power over me. For example, there’s this girl I’m kinda into. Let’s call her Mary. If Mary was to show interest in me, I would NOT stick with the current plans I have for my future right now. I would either, a) Change the plans so I could stay here, or b) Postpone them, which could really fuck me over.
I’m just really scared that I’m not going to find anyone. I know such worries are childish, but, I can’t help it.
I really want to be a firefighter. My dream is to make a career for me where I help people. I’ve always enjoyed helping others. Yet I can’t even help myself…
Hah. I’m a pathetic human being. I’m not fit to help anyone. I’m not good enough for anyone. My own friends can’t even help me…so where do I go?
Life
I don’t really know what to think about anything anymore. It’s all just a jumbled up mess in my head. I feel like I’m slowly going crazy. I’m going to be moving out in less than two weeks and it’s like my friends don’t even care. Yeah, I’m a real fuck alright. I’ve got a court date tomorrow morning and I honestly don’t know how to react. Maybe I’ll just wing it or something. It doesn’t matter much anyway, I’m moving out and leaving all the rest behind.
BB
The Ballroom Bash was just fantastic. I had so much fun dancing with all the pretty ladies. :) Definitely one of the best nights I’ve ever had.
Drop A Heart; Break A Name: Silver Rush 2011 ♥
It’s December so that means it’s time for Silver Rush, again. For all of you that don’t know, Silver Rush is something my school does to raise money for charity. This year our SBO’s chose to raise money for “The Christmas Box” who are children that have been abused and abandoned. I’m really happy…
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